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Monday, September 12, 2005♥

haiis.
i dunno what to say anymore
ben lai got alot of things to blog de
but now.
i think i wun blog bout those anymore
haiis.

i dunno how to start.
haiis.
i heard alot of things that other people have told me.
got lots of mixed feelings barhs.
i mean.some things make sense but the rest..
okaes.fine.i shall start with this
you said that when im with you i very unnatural
but don't forget.you are my first.
i mean ish confirm will paiseh de right?
what i need is time.
but did you give me enough time?
you have given me such a short time.
how do you expect excellent results.
haiis.
what i needed was time.
but you did not give it to me.
some of the other reasons.
i must admit are true.
but they can change with TIME
i needed time the most.
but how long did you give me?
did you think that was sufficient.
wo zhen de bu dong ni zai xiang ser mor
im confused.
haiis.
ke neng cong yi kai shi
wo de gan qing yi bei wan nong.
i have given up all my hope.
and i will not pester on.
cos i dun wan to be hated.
perhaps forgeting is the best way.
perhaps guys arent as sentimental as girls
perhaps they can forget it all faster than girls.
but how long those it take for a girl to forget a guy?
peepo has asked me if i thought that you were the right one for me.
perhaps you really arent the one for me.
perhaps we live in two different worlds.
perhaps we werent meant to be together after all.

starting from that day i have decided.
i will never use e j-word anymore.
cos i have learnt to TRUST.
wo yao xue hui jian qiang.
yao na de qi fang de xia.
i mus be strong.
i mus be brave.
i will not cry for him anymore.
is it possible?
if only forgetting a person is easy
but it isnt.
i kip thinking.
perhaps thinking is the only thing i can do barhs.
perhaps after thinking i will more kan kai barhs.
haiis.

it seems like nothing i going right for me.
my grades are dropping.
red cross lidat.
then now this one.
i really cant take it anymore.
perhaps one day when you visit imh you will see me barhs
i really wan beng kui lerhs.
haiis.
when will i see my rainbow again?
you gave me all e hope.
but dashed it all.
you took away my <3
but gave it back all shattered.
haiis.

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