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Wednesday, December 07, 2005♥

haven't updated for quite sometime lerhs.
and using less of computer.
im a good girl.
weehees~
counting down another 3 days ++ before i go shanghai.
i leaving on 11th de morning.
so darned excited yarhs.
gonna miss you guys!!
will be back only on e 24th.
just in time for christmas here yarhs.
=))))

went out with jie;harn;qing yesterday.
went to plaza sin first.
saw jolene at e mrt station.
waved to her and she sotong de larhs.
turn behind and see isit wave to behind de ppl.
then gong-gong wave back to me.
-.-
went to down there de roxy shop.
-aarrghhhss
saw the wallet so nice.
but expensive siax.
abt $3o lorhs.
can only dream of having it.
perhaps next when sch start then will have money buy lerhs.
hahas, now can only dream.
went to heeren after that,
go there until abit sianned liao lorhs.
then went to bugis street,
okayys,, great,
why must my shopping addiction act upp,
when i have financial inability.
haiis,now i can just window shop yarhs.
=(((
hope go shanghai can buy lots and lots of stuff.=D

tomorrow going jun jie de chalet,
not staying,
sianned,still thought maybe can tonwhat the,
and that jamie lim mei mei say reach home before 11.
that is so darned early yarhs.
want go home also should 2+ then reach home mahs.
go home so early,
no fun siax.
sua``no choice larhs.

SIGHS-
im not ready for everything,
i don't wish to hurt anybody.
i said i will give everybody a fair chance,
but it doesn't seem that im doing that?
im so confused,
im so tired of thinking,
im tired of working out my feelings,
im shut out in my own world
hope everybody can just forget that i even existed?
stop treating me so good,
i don't think im worth it anyway,
im not a good woman,
im not worthy of anybody
MY MENTAL BREAKDOWN,,
WOULD MARK THE END OF MS.HUANG JIAYI.
pls send your condolences.thank you.

HAHAHAS,,

my memory is failing me,,
SAVE ME!!!

6:42 AM♥

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